Hey bloggie! Yes! I’m back again! See! I very faithful right? Trying to revive this oh-so-dead-blog of mine by posting more for the month of February. Am currently listening to Grenade by Bruno Mars. Found a line that is really meaningful, which is “Guess I’ll die for you baby but you won’t do the same.” You may be wondering why do I find it meaningful, but seriously, think about it. You can other people priority and put yourself second, so that people will not say negative things about you. But think about it, will they be able to do the same for you? The answer is pretty much obvious, just got to use your brains and really start thinking about it. Well, Friday 11 February is rather weird, I should say. Let’s just say that first and foremost, after being awakened by Mariah and Badriah, I still end up falling asleep and waking up at 7.30am. Nice right? That one never mind. Gotten myself ready and left at 7.50am. Took 232 > 153 > 985 to school today. The 985, seriously I am starting not to like 985, actually. They should really do something about the bus going round and round Bukit Batok, it’s just plain annoying! Thanks to the heavy traffic at PIE and the rounding around Bukit Batok, ended up reaching school at 9.15am, which is like 1 hour 15 mins late! That one never mind. Well, it was only ICA practical anyway. So, since I was late, I have no idea on what’s going on, and that’s the reason why I did nothing in ICA. Not more than 15 minutes later, Mr Quek gave us 45 minutes break, which still I end up returning back to class about 5-10 minutes late. Yeah, nothing much to say on what I did in class anyways. 4N3’10 will still be remembered! Yeah. Ended class at 1215. Met Jonathan, Lih Shiuan, Mariah and her hubby. Went to a block at Teck Whye to slack. And some idiot from school shooed us away. I mean what’s the point of shooing us away? It’s not like we’re creating a scene there. We were just sitting down and chatting. I don’t really like chatting in school can? Go to both cafeterias, it’s already like an arms race! Forever fighting for a table and things like that and furthermore, it’s bloody noisy there! So, yeah, went back to school, of course! Why? I have band rehearsal. Yes! I joined brass band as my CCA in CW. Since there are no Bass Drums, I did nothing again. I know right? At that point, only 3 letter words were in my mind, and it’s FML! But it’s okay. I’ll have my chance to play those bass drums. Well, they had to run the first rehearsal, all thanks to the opening ceremony of ITE CW. And the GOH is PM Lee Hsien Loong(hope I’m getting the right spelling for his name). So yeah, everything has to be fucking perfect. And that’s not all. The tailor was late for about 2 hours! She came, took measurements for the outfit for the fanfare. And, I personally like the fanfare song. How’s band? Let’s just say that I like going to band. Quite fun, actually. Yeah, left school like around 6.30pm. Went to Pending to take 966 to meet Hui Shan to go East Coast Park, to attend Ricky’s belated birthday celebrations. Sorry Ricky for coming empty handed! Left there at around 11pm. Thank god Hui Shan’s father sent me home. Stupid taxi! Call to book and I think it left when I came. Is it so hard for you to be so patient? Don’t bother calling comfort Taxi! Service sucks TTM! Call back to ask where on earth that taxi did went the line cut off. Got home at 12am, on the dot! Showered and currently using the computer. Going to sleep soon anyways. Got to go gym tomorrow with jinghui and then meet Muz and Izz for izz’s belated birthday celebration? Oh ya! I forgot to mention! Izz suddenly smsed me in the morning, saying that Endy wants to meet me? Well, let’s just say that I’m not ready to face him, actually. Ever since that day, I don’t know why but I just don’t want to see him. I have forgiven him but that incident will always be vivid in my mind. Well, finally Muz talked to me, and I’m actually surprised. Well at least he has his reasons for being angry at me. I know on that day he feels like I’m using him to get something. And I understand that clearly. And for that, I’m okay with Muz but it’s a different story altogether when it comes to Endy. So I hope he will understand. Why just because over a sms the friendship created for about 9 years just break, just like that? I’m sorry Endy, I just need time to really gather my thoughts together and when I’m ready, I’ll talk to you. Maybe it won’t be like how we used to be like but I will still talk to you. So if you happen to read this, which I doubt, so, I hope you understand my situation. Ever since that day, I have not been feeling myself, seriously. I’ve been wearing a mask to cover up something that I don’t really know how to express myself. It‘s just a matter of time when I really start to explode and when I do, I don’t think anyone can actually do anything about it. So looking forward to a day when I have it to myself, and only myself! I don’t mind travelling to some place to actually think. Sometimes, it’s better to be alone than to be around with people. Well, I think it’s about time that I go and sleep. Come on! I had Carlsberg and Heineken earlier! Am feeling a bit drunk, but of course not drunk until that extent that I can’t think for myself! Goodnight! Ciao! With Love! <3
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