Well, lets just say that im lazy to think of a title.
It's the second day of march today. Well, CA1 Results are coming out soon. I would not expect me to do well. But i know it would when it comes to SA, prelims and also N-Levels. Well, i've found a new hobby called STUDYING and it's fun. Well, not feeling well today. Got flu from Mariah. So tomorrow would need loads of tissue.
Motivation Workshop was boring. I would rather have normal lessons running than to stone and seeing the trainer getting angry.
Home, please it's so much worser! I wish i could run away to some place and not come back again! I'm 16 and you people are controlling me like shit!Must come home before that Dog does, entertain whatever you want and stuff. Even on weekends i must be home at 7pm. What am i? 6 years old? Please lah! Even when i'm at home you hate seeing my face. You don't even care at all. I cant even share my problems with you or even talk about a day in school with you. You will just start to nag and i hate it. You nag at me over the slightest thing. And that dog will just kaypoh and start to hit me. I mean, you are not happy with your life, SO BE IT! You don't even defend me at all! No matter how much it hurts me, you just let him kill me like that. Might as well you just poison me. No point living on.. I have to lie at people at all the scars on my body just to cover up everything.How much i wish dad was here! At least someone to talk to, make me happy and also protect me NOT LIKE YOU! You don't give a damn when im sick or what. When i fail, you start to demoralize me. Saying that im useless and stuff. When i start to study, you start picking on me. I don't eat, you start mocking at me. When will it be when you start praising me and stop mocking at me?
So much of being nice to you! Your other children don't even give a shit about you but I DO! I don't mind skipping school just because you have medical appt and stuff like that. Waking up on Saturday mornings just to go market and stuff. I dont see anyone taking the initiative at all! So PLEASE! BEFORE I START WASHING MY HANDS OFF YOU, CHANGE YOUR FREAKING MINDSET!
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