Saturday, March 27, 2010
Fun and Sadness all bottled together

Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Got back on my feet, again
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, I won't cry

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, and I won't cry

Lyrics taken from the song Alice by Avril Lavigne

This song has been in my head for weeks and have actually help me abit in getting out of problems.

I have friends who i can count on and also certain friends that i have to let go just to relive all the hurt that they have cause me. I am trying my best now to reach out for a friend, whom is just being targetted over the slightest things ever.. Hang in there yeah? Just know that we are here for you. Eventhough i'm not that close to you since that incident in sec 2 but just know that you'll always be my friend..

And then this other friend. I think you're just pretending to be someone you're not. Hang out with a clique of people whom treat you like a dog and you just cant seem to realise it. We did fight for a period of time and still have mini-fights. Now, i don't see myself with you as how we were way back. Seriously, i miss the old you, i hate the new you.

Now, i wonder how am i going to be like during NPCC after what has happened. Will it be the same as how it was or am i going to be labelled as the "bad guy?" I know that what has happened was wrong but it is partly due to saving a friend from deep trouble. No matter what, i'm going keep my head held high. I don't give damn to whatever you guys are going to do to me. I'm so fucking used to it.

Today, woke up at 6.30. Left home for school at 6.50. Took 143. Guess what, i overslept and ended up waking up at West Coast! It's like 8.15! I had to cab down to school and 16 bucks gone just like that. Went to lab 2 did HBL just because Mrs Cheah did not get my work. Left 20 mins after i left. Went to Universal Studios@Resorts World! I had to pay 73 bucks for tickets which includes 10 dollars food voucher and 5 dollars some shopping vouchers. Played some rides. Got myself Wet. Tested my phobia for fast moving objects at a very fast speed and my fear of heights. Bought some things at Far Far Away! I think i used 200 bucks on today alone!
Cabbed home at 4+ and talking to Vanice, Athena and some more people on MSN...

19:55



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